The chain of tears.../// My Own...///

How can I show you the pain of separation
Come into my life, make my wish true
every moment of my life is taking me
Into the path of loneliness
What was in my heart for many years
You are that impatient desire of my life ...///

This climate is so awesome, these days are so beautiful
My wishes are endless, everything is so heavenly
But when you go away from me
Everything taking me into the darkest path of life
My untold unexpressed thoughts of my dream
Don’t go away from me, before u know me completely ...///

I am intoxicated everywhere with your presence
Hear me a little, understand me a little
Give me a hug, tightest of all,
Let me move through heaven for a while
What was in my heart for many years
You are that impatient desire of my life ...///

My broken heart is in thirst of you,
My inane eyes are searching for you,
My heartbeats are weeping for you,
Nobody knows where you had gone.
My untold unexpressed thoughts of my dream
Don’t go away from me, before u know me completely ...///

Don’t gift me the chain of tears
Only fewer moments of my life, I did smile
And I am happy to say that was with u
Where do I have to go, I want to live in your arms
My untold unexpressed thoughts of my dream
Don’t go away from me, before u know me completely
What was in my heart for many years
You are that impatient desire of my life ...//// Dilshad Aadil...///

                                                                   Dated forever...///

A Desert Affliction.../// My Own...///

                                Bus # 13 from Dubai to Al Muhaisinah (almost the SHARJAH border). Arrived at time… As usual I stepped into the bus. I got my favorite side seat. Kept my headset on. Melodies were started flowing into my ears…. Driver stopped the bus at the next. A Lady I can’t guess her age. She entered into the bus. My eyes kept observing her. Hey not becoz of her beauty but the way she luks… she was so thin. Her eyes were so reddish. But something was disturbing me after seeing her. I didn’t knw what I exactly felt. After 30 mins bus reached the industrial area bus stop. It’s an Area where people work under extreme temperature. The temperature out there is Intolerable. I saw that lady getting down at that stop. I was shocked to see tat. She crossed the road and started to walk over the sandy paths. I can see there no buildings at the nearby eyesight then where she was going.The bus was not moving becoz DRIVER was outside the bus having his cigar. I can hardly see a building or its a factory I don’t knw what exactly that was. Then I realized that tat lady was walking towards tat building/factory. For a moment my heart beats were frozen. SUDDENLY bus started to move. My headphones and music were playing but my mind was running behind tat lady. A lady how can she survive in that temperature it’s almost 48-50 degree Celsius. She has to walk almost 1 or 2 kms to reach her work tats even at this temperature. So I assumed tat her eyes were reddish may be becoz she is losing her sleeps or maybe she is shedding a lot of tears of her conditions.. she may be working very hard may be becoz of that she is so thin or am afraid has she eating less to save money for her family. Oh everything is so horrible. What might be forcing that lady to work in this desert, far away from the dearest and nearest…??? … These scenes forced me to think, there are many things in the world that we should learn and adopt in our life... Is that the family the one who motivates us to live or our own self expression of fantasy of our life to the world…???.. Everyone’s hard work will surely find its destination one day. Whatever may ALLAH grant that lady a fruitful future for her dedication and commitment towards her family. God’s rewards are priceless. There are no limits for his rewards…///

                                                                                                    Dilshad AaDil...///

Relationships.../// My Own...///

                                  Life is all about emotions and adjustments. The best part of life is the era where we were loved and cared by someone. The one we dream and imagine it’s hard to find out such a person but still there will be someone for everyone in the world. After all we are born to full fill someone’s dreams, wishes and desires. The satisfaction and happiness that we gain from a relationship it’s hard to explain. Maintaining a relationship it’s not a heavy work if u are adopting a way of life where you are able to digest the fact that male and female have the same power and ratio of views. A 50-50 policy where two people understand and execute their views equally......  All they have to do is to give values to each other’s opinion, decisions. A freedom for both to choose their own decision. A combination of respect, love, care and trust. A perfect relationship is all about sacrificing our choices for the loved ones. Try to find out happiness in their needs. Do every hard work to provide them a comfort life. The purpose of life is “Live for your loved ones, full fill all their needs, make them to feel that they are in the safest hands”...///

                                                                           

                                                                             Dilshad AaDil...///

Frustration.../// My Own...///

           Huh so much of pressure... external and internal pressure...  It’s hard for me to control my emotions.... I am kind of a person who gets depressed and motivated within seconds....  Few words from my dearest and nearest can change my attitude. I am bit emotional. It’s better to say that I am emotionally very weak.  I can handle all sorts of problems with my brain but when it comes to love and care my heart goes mad. I am not only talking about a girl’s love even my friends can hurt me easily. I used to think it’s all because of my name. I got two hearts in my name Dilshad AaDil. May be because of that am sensitive and emotional. Ha ha ha it’s a kind of mad thought. Many people said me that I have to be more strong and courageous in some of my hardest times. But I, myself never felt pressured for anything other than love. I still believe one thing love is the most dangerous feeling when u r deceptive and heavenly when it’s honest. I still repeat one thing that I can face anything in my life except break ups... It’s hard to understand feelings...///

                                                                                                        Dilshad AaDil...///

                                                                                           

Friendship.../// My Own...///

This treasure of friendship...///
May not get stolen away...///
Dear friend i will stay as ur...///
Best friend till the end of thestars...///
Till the end of earth...///
This treasure of friendship...///
May not get stolen away...///
For the xchange to this world...///
Shall i take ur all friendship...///
If there is a friend like you...///
What do i do with the world...///
No one is friendless here...///
Every soul is thirst of it...///
Every heart has a question...///
Where is ma true friend...///
Every time i hear that i point you...///
And say i got the the sweetest of frnd...///
I repeat your name with one pray...///
This treasure of friendship...///
May not get stolen away........///// Dilshad Aadil...///

10-Nov-2010.../// Dated forever...///

Moment of Love.../// My Own...///

I am living in the moment of love...///
Come let us play the game of hearts...///
Who knows what comes next...///
Who knows about tomorrow ...///
Come and play the game of hearts...///
And start living in the moment of love...///
Some times u realise my dreams...///
Now the friend o f my life...///
Do not hide away from me...///
Say that u r my true life friend...///
I gain peace eachtime u say this...///
Say that u r my best friend...///
Who knows what comes tomorrow...///
Come and live in this moment of love...///
Let us meet our hearts today...///
To say that we are the best friends today...///
Who knows what comes tomorrow...///
So accept my words today...///
Sometimes dreams come true today...///
That makes me happy again today...///
Say that u r my best friend...///
Who knows what comes tomorrow...///
Let us live in the moment of love today.../// Dilshad Aadil...///

22-Jan-2010.../// Dated forever...///

A desire.../// My Own...///

I don’t know the years of relation we have
I don’t know the deepness of friendship we have
But I still believe we have to meet oneday…


I had seen her only in my dreams…
But I see her every way I go…
If we don’t meet in the future…
I don’t know what gonna happen in my life…
But still I believe we have to meet oneday…...////Dilshad...Aadil..///